Lately I have been feeling really crappy. I am not sure why or what my problem is. I have a beautiful, wonderful, amazing little boy who I love so so so much! However I am having a really hard time shaking this weird feeling of failure, I just feel like I am an awful mom. I have no reason to think this. I feel bad I sometimes find myself hoping that he will go to sleep just so I can have some time for myself. I mean I am his mom shouldn't I want to spend time with him? shouldn't I cherish the time that he is awake and I can play with him? Thats a whole other issue I really have no idea how to play with a 2 month old. I used to sing to him all the time but now hes lucky is I sing him one song. I just feel that Z deserves so much more, a way better mom than me.
I guess today is just a bad day. tomorrow will be better.
L
Aw...don't feel bad. We ALL feel that way from time to time. Here's a few things I do with Presley:
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-bumbo time
-activity center
-peek-a-boo
-play with colorful toys
-walk around and talk about what we see
Hopefully that gives you some ideas.
Cheer up, you sound like a great mama and Z is lucky to have you!
Thanks for the ideas! I really want to get a bumbo and now I have a reason! Now I just have to convince E.
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